Sunday, March 29, 2009

Here it comes again

Exams is around the corner again. This time round, I have to clear 9 modules this semester. I have again gotten myself in this kind of deep shit, which I have to clear it myself. Oh well...

This is the final time I'm taking the exams, after which I would be going out to the working society to start the eternity of working. Somehow, I feel nostalgic about ending the seemingly miserable study life. 

Lots of things has happened throughout the entire 4 years in University. I couldn't say most of them are happy memories, but they had become part of my life. I guess most people will be glad to get rid of the hell they are in, but somehow I just feel that I'm not really that prepared for the outside world yet. I felt lost in the dynamic world, and afraid of the responsibilities that I'm about to fully take up. 

Many things have been going through my mind lately. 

Who are the 'friends' that would remain as friends after I graduate?

What have I achieve in this 4 years?

Where would I be after this?

How can I survive in the working world with the attitude I have?

When will I really grow up?

Am I a failure?

Haiz... My mind is in a mess right now...

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